I continue to feel heavy-hearted, empty, sick to my stomach and unable to focus. Things have been going so well I thought I was done with these kinds of days. I immediately think I don't have a right to feel this way anymore - like it's self-indulgent. But then I remember something I read The Dance of Anger: "We have the right to everything we think and feel - and so does everyone else." I don't have the right to make others responsible, but I have a right to my feelings.
So today I'm feeling down. And I'm going to try not to resist my desire to justify it.
The Beginning of Something Else
On June 1, 2007 I found out my husband and partner of almost two decades had been unfaithful to me since before our marriage, and had been having intercourse with prostitutes for 3 1/2 years. This is what happened next.
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